ESCAPE

I want to win the world but I can’t win myself, 
Want to come out of this bad dream but, nobody to help
I hate myself, why I’m doing this to me,
How in the world can I be less happy.

I want the stars without touching them
However, I’m on the ground, how  unwise I am,
Entering a world that I never have known
Thinking, atleast a day will notice that I’m gone.

But still those feelings of love kept inside,
Words are rushing out, for a ride,
I hate myself , why I’m doing this to me,
I want to break this chain and want to be free.

Hopping in the air, trying to reach the sky
It’s beyond my reach, my head is not held high’
Betting myself to the ups and downs of life
Without any reason ,I don’t know to strive.

Caring and sharing ,I want to hide,
Hatred has become my pride,
I hate myself ,why I’m doing this to me.

I have caome too far from my city
There is no turning back, I can’t go there again
At the place of love, but so much pain.

This realm of fantasy has occupied my mind
I have made a world inside me, raising my kind
I tried hard to pull me away from this frame
It’s never happening ‘cause it’s my escape.