My Breath is Loose

I don't believe you and I are destined together, 

neither can we come to terms with each other.

But when I feel like giving away my heart or for that matter sleep with someone else,

That is when I feel I need you, not only your body - but the very breath of yours.

I remember your smile when I see you

Each time I hold you tight towards me, I want to do more to the point your breathing becomes loose.

Our soul becomes loose 

Our hearts collapsed.

But your fragrance and your heaving freaks me,

The whole of you is less, your silent whisper is less.

Like a sky-reaching me and the clouds touching sky I need you 

Don't tell me you don't because I know we cant.

I know we can't go back re-arranging our heart that's not natural.

I want to lay down and entangle your hands with mine.

And whisper I love you.