Let's absolve ourselves

From this sin

This sin of love

This crime of being bitten 

Struck

Smoldered

Ruined

Killed

By love

This sin of walking 

Half alive half dead

Half buried

Half breathing

Half suicidal

Half living

Half blindfolded

Half baked

Half molded

Let's absolve

Forgive

Renounce 

Announce

We are no longer

In love

We no longer 

See eye to eye

Neck to neck

Hands to hands

Soul to soul

Heart to heart

We no longer are alive

We no longer are dead

We are no longer in the state of euphoria

We are no longer in the state of depression

We live

We laugh

We cry

We fear

But no longer together

We no longer confide 

We no longer fear

We no longer

In pain in joy

Run to each other

I don't trust you any more

I don't want to hear you

See you

Touch you

Seek you

Hatred to love 

Then again to hatred

Inane emotions of distrust

Disgust

Self proclamation

Self distortion

Run Berserk...

Go bonkers in my chest

But I don't show

I only seek your forgiveness

For this sin

Sin of love 

Sin of being 

The one 

Who is dethroned

From his throne

Kicked far away from the 

pier of being 

The reigning king of your heart

But I may ask...

With all the humility...

On my lose 

Will I be pardoned

Be allowed to cry

Be allowed to curse

When writhing in pain 

Will I be absolved too

From this crime of love

From this Sin of love ever?